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LWM: My Dear one no one ever truly dies, they just move forward but they are awaiting us. Your journey is still in the making as is your grandmothers grab it, experience it and soon enough you will all be joined together again laughing, talking and huging once more. Bless you I am here for you always just an e mail away
LWM: by and read the new ALBs message if your interested . it may help to understand what the heck is going on around us all
mystic: always happy to see a familiar face stop over have a wonderful rest of the week
Kevin: Hi.. Your blog looks fantastic. I would really appreciate if you could exchange link with me...
DeviilsNeedLove2: Hope you're feeling better today.
DevilsNeedLove2: I actually just got you on there. Hee hee. I dunno but last time I logged in to my journal I was having all sorts of problems. I couldn't even make any new posts. But everything seems to be working fine now. Are you having problems sleeping, too?
DevilsNeedLove2: I tried adding you and it wouldn't let me, so I dunno what's going on. But I have you on my Myspace, so that's the most important. =)
DevilsNeedLove2: I'd love to be added to your friends list! Can I add you, too? You'll be my very first friend. =) I will check back in with you later and read your new blog. Right now I have to go get my work out in. Blarg! Take care.
DevilsNeedLove2: I've actually been trying to add a couple new posts the last two nights, but every time I try to make a new entry, it tells me the system failed to log me in. No idea what's going on. Boo. I promise to take a closer look at your blog in the next few days. Been busy. Thanks for stopping by again!
DevilsNeedLove2: Hey, thanks for stopping by my journal. I'm glad you liked what you found there. =)
Valerie: Hi there. I'm making a depression newsletter and I wondered if I might use excerpts from your blog or if you would care to share a story. Visit my link for more info. No obligation. I hope most of all that you feel better soon. Peace.
Renee: Hey hun I finally updated. Am thinking of you and missing you. I hope that you find some time to smile and know that you are loved.
Cat: Hey. It has been a very long time. E-mail me or something.
Junelle: Hi there! care to exchange links?
Bits & Pieces: tnx for the visit...ok let me know if u add me already, ok?
Bits & Pieces: hello...care to exchange link? if so let me know so I can add your link to my blog...tnx
LWM: Just dropping by to see how you are doing and maybe let you know you are missed here by many of us
Irish Blessing: Happy New Year! I thought you needed to be reminded how much you are loved, and how special you are to God....click on the link, to hear the Irish blessing.
Angel: Happy New Year! Extending my deepest sympathy in the passing of your mother.
LWM: Happy Winter Solstice, Drop by when you can
herbert: hello from germany, visit and comment my site, please
LWM: Just peering into your world to see how you are. Stop by sometime
Marcus: I'm glad to hear your doing well, even with the shitty start. Waking up with someone you love is an enormous plus in my book. good luck with everything.
LWM: Happy Halloween to you from this ol witch herself Come see the beggar that came to my door when you get a chance.
Renee: Hey hun ~ I closed my Passionate Poet account and this is my new one! Just wanted you to add this link! Thinking of you and missing you!
LWM: Out for my weekly blog drive thought I’d drop by your place and say Hi. Come see a our family member to be when you get a chance.
Renee: Thinking of you ~ maybe you could send me your email and we could try it that way. Updated a small amount. Am missing you and hope that you are smiling. I love you xoxoxox
LWM: Stopping by to say Hi Come visit me when you can
Renee: The email is linked on my name ~ maybe I sent it wrong knowing me lol ~ try this again ~ lillycreations@gmail.com ~ I love you so much.
Renee: Hey hun ~ didnt get the email ~ try again and i will check and make sure it wont go to spam ~ thanks sweetie and i love you xoxoxox
LWM: Wishing u a GREAT Weekend with lots of Love and Light Drop by sometime
Renee: hun i need you to email me when you can ~ i love you lillycreations@gmail.com
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Renee: Updated hunny and hope that you are smiling and well ~ I love you very much.
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Renee: Am missing you my sweet and hope that you are doing okay and smiling. I love you very very much.
Elyse: Havent seen a post from you in a bit...Hope all is well.....
sparkle: have a great week ahead
ageless: just dropping by
Angel: Mel, I'm sorry. I miss you and wish I could talk to ou. but not now. Not now. I love you, so don't forget that!
Abraham's: Hey an interesting blog.Keep the work going..
Cat: Hey,I noticed you tag on my blog. Sorry it took me so long to respond, I haven't been all that motivated lately. Well, I hope that htings our going ok over there. Talk to you later.
Renee: Hey hun! Am enjoying the New Moon and was flooded with creativity so I updated! Hope that you are doing well and know that I am thinking of you!
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ageless: thanks. and yes, "do or do not there is no try" is one of my favorites. yoda rocks. may the force be with you.
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Monday, November 2nd 2009

10:03 PM (131 days, 6h, 45min ago)

Lullabye for a Stormy Night

  • Mood: Incredibly depressed and hopeless
  • Sound: Lullabye for a Stormy Night
  • Quote: "I'm still afraid to be alone, wish that the moon would follow me home, I leave the light on, better leave the light on..." ~Beth Hart~

A stormy time in life has come yet again. In this journey there have been so many storms...to many to weather I believe. I do not know how to make it through this one if there is only to be one more around the corner.

That person known as a grandfather passed away in October. I do not know really what to make of it. It makes me sad because of what my grandmother has had to go through in losing him, and sad because of how she did actually need him for various reasons...It makes me mad, It makes me hurt, It makes me want to hurt myself...for so many different reasons...

I do not know where life is taking me...what turns I have made, have they been right? have I gotten lost? am I going on the right path and just fallen into a ditch? what...? where am I? what is happening? what is to come of all of this?

So many doubts...so many fears...so much inside that if I let out I may never gain control of again...

"Lullabye for a Stormy Night" is a song by Vienna Teng...I absolutely love the song...it is very comforting...I stumbled upon it years ago from CSF (an online forum)...since that time I have come to love so much of her music...this song however remains a top favorite that has comforted me in so many times...I just wanted to share it tonight with anyone else who may need to find comfort also.

Until next time...

3 WHISPER.

Posted by Lady Wolfen Mists:

just checking in on you and seeing how your doing? Letting you know someone cares
Thursday, November 12th 2009 @ 10:15 AM (121 days, 18h, 33min ago)

Posted by Melody:

Thanks LWM...I appreciate it...I wish I could say I were doing better...but yesterday was my mom's birthday and I still miss her...she has been gone for 3 years this november 24th...and my aunt(who I loved very much) passed away the 10th at age 97...she lived a good life, but it hurts losing her...
Thursday, November 12th 2009 @ 10:21 AM (121 days, 18h, 27min ago)

Posted by Lady Wolfen Mists:

Ah Honey it sure looks like you have had alot of loss in your life but I also see alot of love and being charished. You have many memories that most people will never know and as much as it hurts they are not here with you any more in the physical, you know you were loved so very much and that love continues even now. You WILL see them again and feel thier touch and warmth once more when the time is right for you to move on.
Thursday, November 12th 2009 @ 11:37 AM (121 days, 17h, 11min ago)

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