...to be imperfect

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense.  Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't.  And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would.  You see?  ~Alice In Wonderland~

If I had a world of my own then no one would be criticized for not being perfect.  To many people have to many ideas of what "perfect" really is.  I am sorry...there is no such thing as perfect...well I am sure there is such a thing...it just is not possible to BE perfect...and that is okay.  If I had a world of my own everyone would be celebrated for being different, unique, one of a kind, an individual!!

But I don't have a world of my own and I live in the world that we have.  Even though I may live in a world that expects perfection...there are a few, special, rare people who believe that it is okay not to be perfect and they let others know it.  I may have to live in a world where the majority of the population runs around living in the delusion that perfection exists and that they are the perfect picture of perfection and that no one else can live up to them BUT they should kill themselves trying to...however, I do not have to live in a home where that is the state of mind.  I use to...eat, sleep, breath perfect expectations.  But I found a life outside of that place...A place where people are acceptec and celebrated for being different, unique, one of a kind, an individual.  A place where even though struggles and trials are fought often; there are still so many joys and there is so much love.  So I may not have that world of my own...but I live in a home where I couldn't ask for more.  I had to leave the "home" I had known all my life in order to find the home I would finally feel safe enough to trust my heart with...I couldn't say it before but now I can...Home is where the heart is.

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I have decided I wont be held back, or held down by who I use to be.  I am learning that I do not have to be who everyone desires me to be...I am allowed to be myself imperfections and all...so even though I may not know exactly who I am just yet...I am on the journey to discovery and she will be found.

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Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted:::
1. They beemed their brain out and into a clone host before death.
2. They were a clone all long, got out as a child and the child is waiting for you in "heaven".
3. They switched them out with a clone before the incident/Iraq.
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The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.


"We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple."::::::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics.
You must navigate the god's tretcherous waters:::Tretchery is everywhere.


Breakin